in my head: when we were young - the killers

after a hundred and forty four hours , i am finally making progress with my assignment . last night i was at the point of not caring whether i handed it in or not because i honestly had no idea what i was doing - it was similar to being a bum and entering a formal social dinner complete with a 5 different spoons and 3 different forks plus sparkling jewels that lay nestled in the fake bosoms and around the necks of bottled blondes .

this morning at 8:29 am i dragged my pathetic body out of bed to pee and realised i was quite awake . sitting at my table i took my pen in my hand and pretended to scribble on the lecture pad . but lo and behold , i wasn't scribbling nonsense ! i made sense ! so now it's 10:53 am and my assignment is due at 5:00 pm . when ( note : i used when , not if ) i finish i will buy myself a snickers bar , have bubble tea and watch a movie .

on a side note , i seem to be stuck in some kind of rut that i can't get out off ( in the famous words of bono and the gang ! ) . i don't really want to do much except talk on msn , talk on the phone , text message or skype . if it's not that i'm on ebay or sleeping . sleeping takes up like 70 % of my day . i was thinking about that this morning and it suddenly came to me .

i sleep because i see everyone of you guys there . when my eyelids drift shut , i see you , you and you . we're having breakfast in the mornings ; we're shopping down orchard road, we're in your car , we're downing shots at zouk, we're grocery shopping at cold storage .









when my eyelids drift shut , i'm back home where i belong .

i sleep so often because i get to escape reality for the briefest of moments .

let's meet tonight , shall we ?



xoxoxoxo ,
soho drifting aimlessly .