in my head : breakeven - the script

i'm running on completely empty even as i type this entry ; my body is so tired but my mind is so awake . our internet is completely maxxed out so this post will take me ages to complete . on saturday , rah and i ventured out around the city because sam had to work . the weather was so pretty but it started getting cold really early on ( MAJOR SIGN THAT WINTER IS APPROACHING !! ) . we decided to wait outside the state library , on the grass patches until sam knocked off from work .

i have a billion and one ulcers all over from stressing out over not being able to complete my assignments before everyone comes . . it's SO NEAR YET SO FAR .


i was so tired i collapsed on the floor of the changing room while rah was trying stuff on .


my new obsessions : maharishi flannel shirt + largest diva ring


waiting for rah at supre ( i know , AGAIN ! )


resting our feet at the state library








rah trying to teach me to smile properly ; me failing miserably .


i wore -

plaid flannel shirt worn as dress : mhi by maharishi
ripped tights : target
denim jacket : sass + bide
feet : schwartz

to sit on the grass .


sarah says : the correct way is to tilt your head to one side , smile , lean forward + bend your knees a leeeetle bit .


ummm , you were saying rah ?


i lost you at the bend knees bit . .


rah wore -

grey tee : sportsgirl
lace singlet ( under grey tee ) : supre
denim : sass + bide
military jacket : ckm from femme collection
vintage belt : her mum's
feet : zu

to sit on the grass with me !









i know i'm not supposed to over analyse and / or be paranoid , but you know the feeling that you get deep in the pit of your stomach that tells you that something's wrong ? i can't ignore it , because i've more often than not ignored it for as long as i can remember , and it's always turns out that i should've taken heed when i got that feeling . how do y o u ignore the feeling ?











xoxoxoxoxo ,
soho feeling very much alone + afraid .