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    Wednesday, 5 March 2008

    in my head : make up - psapp

    " For the record, I think that there are no words to describe how sian one can feel when stumbling on someone else’s blog writing about Valentine’s Day with your beloved ex-boyfriend, even though you don’t feel anything for him anymore. "

    agreed . not so long ago i was that girl and i couldn't have summed it up better than the above author did ( well maybe i could have written it in a superfluous manner and disguised it as the masterful creative use of language ; but that is beside the point) . i think that although stumbling upon it might have been ( as suggested by the use of the word stumble ) an accident , the key thing to not do is deliberately torture yourself with the continuous visits . there is a tendency to try and convince yourself that you don't really care and that it's just another blog you visit , like coacd or thecobrasnake . the truth is you do care ; and it's not just another blog you visit . as you sit staring at your screen , wondering why he did it or lamenting to your girlfriends that you used to be that girl sitting beside him while he studied , it's time to tell yourself to just stop . there is nothing therapeutic about going through the endless pictures of the happy couple holding hands and staring googly-eyed at each other . it does not feel better even after your bestfriend has critiqued her outfit / poses / hairdo / friends for the 52381967439816 time . i know for a fact ( because of the whole been there , done that cliche thanks to the awesome ex - and i do mean it in the most un-sarcastic way ever . really . :] ) that it has to stop . but what do i know right , i could be just a little miss know-it-all . carry on if it makes you feel better !

    this post is really for all those back home :

    • papa , who is working himself to the bone so he can support his three children ( who can be a tad bit ungrateful at times ) : thanks for the youtube videos !
    • mama , who is finally getting some time to herself now that the house is finally done : go join your horticulture society ! it's about time :/
    • xiao fei , who is studying like mad and freaking out over every mistake : you need to chill and enjoy yourself a bit . i hope you like what i've sent !
    • lucas , who is probably on his x-box when he should really be studying : stop playing and go study !
    • fiz , who is probably rotting at camp : i miss you loads ! when are you coming over !
    • shane , who is god knows where doing god knows what : you better call me soon .
    • rah , who is probably having happy time with wils : you better come over since you're fucking making shitloads back home .
    • val , who is freezing over in calgary working hard to make more money : i'm getting antsy just thinking about your impending arrival .
    • adri , who is missing sam so much she wrote the most emo post i've ever read on her blog : if you come visit , you will have a blast . PROMISE . besides , the naked cards should be enough incentive . haha

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      i still haven't learnt it yet !

    • thomas , who is uh , doing thomas-sy things : wo xiang ni !
    • melvin , who is hobbling his way day by day : heal that knew up and hurry on down !
    • kow , who is playing games and facebook during office hours : july is the time . crown awaits your arrival . :]
    • e'an , who is supposed to be studying but is probably prancing around her room acting like the slut i know she is : call me . you owe me like lunch since we didn't meet up .
    • darrell , gerald + ben , who are most likely to be clubbing rather than studying : please save up too so you can come visit me .
    • dopez , who is slaving away for his twenty-four hour assignment ( what kind of assessment is that anyway ) : imumm .
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    guess which video babe !

    .: cause nothing really excites me no more :.

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    the uniform

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    my ghetto classroom with the cement pot on the table

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    crepes and my fat face .

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    proof i can cook ! vietnamese rice rolls , vegetarian of course .


    BAH . i miss you guys so much and it's only been a week ! this is insane . : /










    xoxoxoxoxo
    a completely emo soho

  2. 4 missed call ( s ) .:

    1. Unknown said...

      hi babes!!

      i dont know why i am edan cos i never signed up for blogspot.

      i wanna tell you i miss you too. i am like having cold turkey that you guys are not here. its so weird... was just enjoying your presence and the next thing i know, you werent there.

      but hey! july is coming soon and if sarah isnt going, i will just go anyway. its a promise i made.. and i am coming to melbourne. ha ha ha!

      missing you tons ... not that happy. but kurt will keep me company this weekend. (;

      i'll call u soon! XOXO

      hafizzle the shizzle

    2. E*an said...

      Hallo Sophia. Just to clarify a few things;

      1) I used to prance around in my room in my panties, but now I can't do it anymore because there's a new housemate. He's a guy. And he's a rat. In summary, a housemate from hell. Will update you when I talk to you.

      2) I am trying my very best to be a good girl. In fact, I'm going to finish my tutorial due NEXT tuesday before I head out to shop for the very first time since I've been back. BIG ACHIEVEMENT YOU HEAR!!

      3) Kenny: Is that your big tv???????????

      4) Wassup with Melb Uni having teaching aids that go all the way back to stoneage.. Even PERTH (the state that is about 50 years behind the rest of Australia), uses WHITEBOARDS.

      5) I don't think I can come down and visit you this time round. You come over. KKKKKKK?? Or lets hop on the plane and head straight to Paris/Milan/Italy where it's all about the haute couture and hot sizzling italian boys. :)

      Missing you,
      xoxoxoxoxo

    3. you said...

      7am melbourne time, and i'm still in school. love it.

    4. Adri said...

      you bought the tights? you bought THE TIGHTS?! YOU BOUGHT the tights?!?!?!!!!!!!! you. bought. the. tights.

      you're crazy.

      and i miss you too.

      DAMMIT everyday i wish you 3 were here. anyway, mewbs says hes 90% sure hes going t melb. DAMMITTTT I HAVE NO MORE FRIENDS.