i held you in my arms as the tears snaked down your face .
i thought we were clear on what this meant to me .
obviously i thought you valued this more than that .

i can't say that i feel for you anymore
because
you really don't know what it felt feels like to be me .

" i've never been the praying kind ; but lately i've been down on my knees "

xoxoxo ,
soho axed .
ps : everyone tells me that it'll get better and things will change . it hasn't and now i'm starting to think that i shouldn't have listened to them . after all , a leopard never really changes its spots does it ?