as i sit here in my room , looking out the window at the ominous black clouds waiting to cry , a couple of things are on my mind :
why isn't adri my friend on facebook ?
how come i can't succeed in programming my body to wake up at a time later than nine a.m. ?
will i ever be cool enough to understand what it is these cooler people are saying in their songs ( all the girls standing in the line for the bathroom ; a hundred dollar bills , look at you , look at you - WHAT ?!?! ) ?
when will i master the soulja boy dance ?
what is going to happen when i eventually pack up and leave my sunny island of singapore ?
" dissolver of sugar , dissolve me ,
if this is the time .
do it gently with a touch of a hand, or a look .
ever morning I wait at dawn . that's when
it's happened before . or do it suddenly
like an execution . how else
can I get ready for death ?
you breathe without a body like a spark
you grieve , and i begin to feel lighter .
you keep me away from your arm ,
but the keeping away is pulling me in .
pale sunlight ,
pale the wall .
love moves away .
the light changes .
i need more grace
than i thought . "
if this is the time .
do it gently with a touch of a hand, or a look .
ever morning I wait at dawn . that's when
it's happened before . or do it suddenly
like an execution . how else
can I get ready for death ?
you breathe without a body like a spark
you grieve , and i begin to feel lighter .
you keep me away from your arm ,
but the keeping away is pulling me in .
pale sunlight ,
pale the wall .
love moves away .
the light changes .
i need more grace
than i thought . "
" hipsters are my friends . "
xoxoxoxo ,
soho in dopez's tee


I tried to add you but an error msg comes up.
and I think N.E.R.D's just talking rubbish.
and I've mastered the soulja boy dance (kinnda). we'll do it at lunch tmr.